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computer has been down during lunch so haven't been here for a bit. I"m here now for just a few min, will try to post my meals up to date this evening if my computer works at home (signal has been in/out) LOL, makes me think that MY Signal has been in/out. I've been kind of down, but what else is new. I'll be ok BUT I am just so over some stuff.......of course my wt and lack of loosing is in that mix, I ALMOST was ready to give up, again. BUT for at least right now I am staying with it. AND hopefully I will resist the temptation to stop any place on my way home. I have an apt today for my hip and it is really a pain (literally and figuratively) not sure what the outcome will be. Guess that has me down also. I just want to go home pull the sheets over my head and become a hermit except it hurts to lay down also. Right now I'm not in a lot of pain but I know when I stand it will kick in. My head has been throbbing for the past week also. I have some visitors coming on Sunday and I really just want to back out, it is my sons best friend who is like a son to me and his family. I know he is concerned about me, but I really just want to be alone..... OK, I'm finished griping for the moment. Please don't tell me 'the sun will come out tomorrow' and 'all will be ok' and 'i'm better than some' etc etc. I realized all that. I just am tired.... But I'll be ok....
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10 mai 18 par le membre: Fishingwidow
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Being "tired" is always what gets me down. I'm tired, I'm tired of being sick. tired of being in pain, tired of not getting to eat something that I just "have" to have...but it's also the thing that stops me from doing whatever it is that I'm doing right, I have decided that "tired" is the enemy and it will obviously do ANYTHING in it's power to keep me from my goals! Not sure yet how I fight back other than soldiering on but...if I think of anything I'll let you know!
10 mai 18 par le membre: katies71
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thank you for your supportive comments I appreciate it. Today is a little bit better :-)
11 mai 18 par le membre: JMA312
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In the future I forsee those feelings too. For years we fatties have been programmed to open the bag and feast and enjoy forbidden pleasures. All of the sudden we are on a weight-loss diet. The process continues and one day, surprise, your body your mind even your Spirit! Aches for a feast. A personal party, relaxation. So it gets tough, and rough, and what do we do?i personally think that a psychologist should be the next step, or take a small vacation from the diet, one day is enough, start anew,and do something different, a movie, the beach, a walk. I really want to reach my goal this time, and I want to change, so I read a lot on diets and weight loss. So, this is life.
11 mai 18 par le membre: Damaris Berdut
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