Journal de JMA312, 09 juin 20

I've been up/down & all around lately in my woe/wol/weight/moods/outlook/life.....EEKKK. Ok Ok I realize it could be worse and others may have it worse but sometimes just that realization doesn't really help get me out of my low. But then again sometimes that realization and just getting on this site & kicking my own Bu** does seem to help me 'turn a corner', so to speak... I think I see the light (again) at the end of the tunnel or maybe it is just that the 'tunnel' is not as dark and long as it has been in my past. Never-the-less, I guess what I'm trying to say is I'll be ok. It is just THINGS I need to go through. I haven't posted here or even updated my weight from a while back in hopes that my weight would go down back to where it was when I first was at the 167.8 mark, but I'll put in the actual weight now and be true to me. I feel sometimes it is just useless to keep going up/down this path, but it is a journey and even when I have set-backs & let-downs, I can & DO get back up and on path.
Take care to ALL in FS-Land.