Journal de JMA312, 24 sept. 14

Wednesday, doing ok. Picked up my BFF & her mom at the airport today. They will be here for 2 weeks. She said I look good but don't need to loose much more. I just smiled and said thank you and that I do need to firm up some. I really do need to loose more but if I say that to her (she is overweight and eats all the wrong stuff, at least wrong for me!) she would continue to insist that I don't and that it would be ok for me to 'treat' myself while she is here. Her mom has a place here so they will be there and they do go out to eat a lot when they are here. We (my mom & I) will probably go out for lunch and maybe a couple dinners while they are here, BUT I'm going to stick to my woe. I am an obsessive, compulsive eater with a sugar and flour addiction so that is that! I cannot eat just one. I kind of mentioned that when she mentioned that she is looking forward to taco / margarita night next Tuesday. I just said I would have something like grilled chicken as I can't eat just one taco & all the chips and avocado dip or anything like that. I just need to remember that I have to be strong for ME!
This will be a big test for me! But no matter what happens I know I am a good person :-)